because im afraid. im afraid that i’m not good enough, i’m afraid that when we argue you’re gonna talk to your ex, i’m afraid that your old habbits will come back or have been back all along. i’m always gonna be afraid of goin through the same pain that i’ve endured in the past. As happy as i am now, i still question whether or not i can trust you. i know you love me and have proven yourself worthy, but you still at times make me worry. i know how you are, which also scares me. i do believe that you’re devoted to only me, but as for someone who has been through alot of hurt and given many chances, i’m always gonna be afraid of the happiness i’m finally having is gonna be taken away from me. i dont regret anything, i’m glad with where i am right now, i now can say i feel happy with my relationship, but just like any other girl who’s had their heart broken before, there’ll be times where i’ll feel insecure and need reassurance.
- Lao Tzu (via psych-facts)
8tracks is Radio, rediscovered - Heartless (42min) by cereberos| music tags: howl’s moving castle, fanmix, magic, and howl | “You who swallowed a falling star, o’ heartless man, your heart shall soon be mine.
absolutely love this.